Опубликовано: 19 окт. 2013 г.Track 4/8, from Gravity (Ad Noiseam adn168).
The title of this track is perfectly chosen, as its mood suggests me the absence of my relatives and my home with the quick rhythm of the song, the pitch alternation of the notes and the huge reverberation.
I kinda felt this when I left my native region and my kins several years ago, after family issues. You miss them, you miss your homeland and feel lost in a new unknown territory. The worst is that you think about home and relatives all the time, and it takes a long moment to fade out. It's obsessing, you always wonder if you made the right choice and if you'll regret it eventually.
I can feel that while listening to You'll Miss Us One Day.
The quick rhythm represents for me the perpetual thought of the past, of what I knew and won't see so soon. A dormant seed deeply planted in your mind.
The different pitches picture the change of mood, going from melancholy, doubt and regret to hope, opportunities and resurgence.
The reverberation translates a loss of landmarks, mixed feelings about your former and your new home. You are physically present in a new location but a part of your spirit is still there in the past.
Finally, the break from 2:27 to 2:33, slowly fading out into the next song, marks the compromise between all your thoughts. You can't forget what made you, who raised you, where you grew up, but you have to live looking forward to the future and build new things on your foundations, no matter what happened, what happens, and will happen. And after all, what prevents yourself from going home every so often ?
More than seven years after I settled down 500 kilometers from my homeland, I found friends and work, love where I live and what I do, and go back sometimes where I come from, not obsessed anymore about the past. But what I still miss are my mountains and the sound of the bells that rang each hour in my village's church.
Enjoy folks, and if you feel like it, I'd like you to share your sensations too, here in the comments section or on my Facebook page at https://www.facebook.com/adda.ambient
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Ben Lukas Boysen — Keep Watch (Official Music Video)
Опубликовано: 13 июн. 2016 г.'Keep Watch' — Music by Ben Lukas Boysen · video directed and produced by Susi Sie
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The music video for Ben Lukas Boysen's track „Keep Watch“ from his album „Spells“, which will be released on 10th of June, was created by the video artist Susi Sie.
All scenes in this video were filmed with a Red Dragon, a 100mm macro lens and ink.
Strictly applying analogue techniques and refusing any computer animations or effects, Susi Sie’s haptic and detailed work is above all a highly personal study of the genuineness, perception and authenticity of things.
• Szerencsétlen (02:15-06:05)
*Dance Like You're Selling Nails vocals are mixed in from 02:55 to 03:12.*
*Hajnal is mixed in and out from 04:32 to 05:27.*
*Második Galamb is mixed in from 04:41 to 04:45.*
*Kétsarkú Mozgalom is mixed in and out from 05:49 to 06:05.*
• Kétsarkú Mozgalom (05:49-09:16)
*Második Galamb is mixed in and out from 08:59 to 09:17.*
• Második Galamb (08:59-11:48)
*Abomination Street is mixed in and out from 11:16 to 11:48.*
• Abomination Street (11:16-15:52)
*One Eye is mixed in and out from 13:36 to 15:33.*
«This guy wants me to turn it down. You want me to turn it down?»
«NO!»
«Fuck you, buddy!»
• Aanguish (21:13-24:00)
*Vokeheads is mixed back in from 22:25 to 23:00.*
*Epidermis is mixed in at 23:25.*
• Epidermis (23:25-27:44)
*The ending synth of Abomination Street, edited, cuts in at 26:13.*
*Sinthasomphone is mixed in, briefly, at 26:33, then in and out from 26:57 to 27:44.*
• Sinthasomphone (26:57-31:50)
*Dolleater is mixed in at 31:13.*
• Dolleater (31:13-34:47)
*Befriend A Childkiller Remix is mixed in at 33:33.*
• Befriend a Childkiller Remix (33:33-37:28)
*Szycag is mixed in and out from 36:10 to 37:28.*
«Stop turning me down!
It's making me very angry.
I'll eat your Dutch ass for fucking breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
Come on! Turn it up! It's gonna be okay.
We're all having a party; it's okay to turn the music up loud. It's okay.»
Опубликовано: 21 июн. 2015 г.Описание: Как будто мир внезапно краски потерял,
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